Thanks for writing in.
I didn’t see all the works (not Tims, nor Jonathan’s – which I didn’t feel I needed to as Kevin Jackson did – you can read his response here: http://kjtheatrereviews.blogspot.com/2011/12/horses-mouth-hell-for-leather.html ) and so I am not going to critique the individual performances – what I am critiquing is my response and my expectation to the idea of autobiography in theatre.
I think you, Patrick, are the best person in this instance to give your perspective on these performances – since you saw them and loved them.
I don’t think I say they are “self-indulgent” at all -certainly not in a perjorative sense.What I am wanting from what I saw, is more SELF – and true self. I don’t mind induldging an artist’s “self” – in fact, I think this critique is calling for the artists to go deeper to provide me with more “self” or “deeper self,” which I felt was missing from the pieces.
That being said, I have heard that, in particular, Zoe Norton Lodge’s piece Possum was absolutely outstanding and something I would very much enjoy – and I am crossing my fingers that she launches it into a larger show for me to enjoy next year.
I think, for me as a maker and audience an aspect of “confessional” is important in the idea of autobiographical performance- something which comes forom the artist and which they are compelled to share.
Bec Clarke aired this at the forum as a need to heal or move on from something she had experienced. For me as audience I delight in the reassurance that we are brave in admitting that which we are ashamed of or frightened to admit.
And that is the difference between art and marketing.
Marketing sells us an idea.
Art gives us ideas.
And for me, with something personal, there is always great risk.
Play and playfulness with self and identity is also important – it the essential heart to true clowning. It’s also the sweetest way to deliver a face-numbing punch.
And yes – safe spaces should make for risky art – not safe art- or safe story which is cute or cooly ironic. And risk is important as it shows that we feel the danger of investing in something that MEANS something to us – such as our lives.
I’m sorry i missed Brian’s work. He told me in Septmeber about the work he was doing at tin Sheds Gallery when I went to visit TK Pok – about the storytelling/chinese whispers train and trail he was doing as a work with the other artists in residence – and I found that concept about self and story REALLY very exciting and really fascinating. How does a story change when it is moved between the memory and bosies of other people?
Being direct, being vulnerable, being scared, being honest, being brave, being fearless – risking the opinion of people that know and love you, and people that don’t – all that which you have mentioned pricks up my ears.
And of course being cute, smart, wry whilst being all those things is also fun – but for me, I don’t want the latter if it doesn’t have the former.
]]>I found your piece interesting because it brings up the question of what kind of play is taking place. Which I think is really important. For me, play is always productive. But asking what kind of play it is makes sure theatre remains a place where it is possible for people to play, in a wide spectrum of diverse, vulnerable, bizarre, maybe funny maybe true ways.
That diversity of a genuinely risky, vulnerable but safe place is really vital. So thanks for that.
Also I saw a beautiful performance that Brian Fuata did the other day at nightime that made me feel just that, the sense of openness and direct expression through craft that really redeemed my sense of what is possible in a theatre.